I always go into "crashing moment" mode after coming back from Manila.

Right now, this song best describes how I'm feeling right now.

After all, Tim Rice and Elton John are better writers than me.

I may leave a great impression
As I race through a succession
Of the latest crazes, chase the newest fad
I feel better when beguiling
Find that fashion keeps me smiling
But in my heart I know it's rather sad

That a life of great potential
Is dismissed, inconsequential

And only ever seen as being cute
So I'll flutter to deceive

Oh no you must believe
That one day you're bound to find

A stronger suit